Hi peeps. I've got my Science & English results today. It suck, totally. I flunked my Science, if only i had revised it earlier during the weekends. _|_. I failed my Science by fucking four marks. Its so bloody damn kay, I'm now in the radar zone of Toh. There's 11 failures in my class. & there's only 5 in 2/3. I wasted so many many marks can. If not I'll at least be able to get a C6 or something.
English was okay, at least i didn't fail. But i still passed badly too. I got an C6. Its super fucking kay, i totally wrote craps inside. Asssss. Tomorrow will be getting back my MT, Mathematics & History. Suck. Wonder if I'll pass my MT this time. I failed my three tests previously. My results just suddenly dropped so much. Sigh, what am i gonna do. D: Still can't decide if i should take up POA or f&n. There's Band tomorrow. Its been ages already.
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I bet sis will come & question me right after she see this. She interfere with my everyday life. I don't have freedom. She check my messages everyday. She'll always come to my blog & see what i post. She like suspect i have a boyfriend outside or something. Why can't my family understand me more? My sis will surely say something about me, like trying to act pathetic in this family etc. She's invading my own privacy! I have to delete away all my messages. If she can't get to see my message, she'll check them when I'm asleep. She thinks i doesn't know. I asked Y if her sis does that to her, Y said no. D: Mom is biased to brother & sister. She ignores me at times. I felt like crying, i felt like running away from home. But i don't have a place to stay. Dad sometimes scold me for no reason. Brother is unreasonable. Sis doesn't respect my privacy. I don't know. I wanna grow up quickly.
